if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Monday, January 12, 2026

i cannot do this

I cannot do this anymore. This is the truth I whisper to myself every day. Every morning. Every night. 

I'm so tired. Of being here. Alive. 

fate was flirting ... at 8:18 AM
& tumbled down on 0 identities

` waiting to fly


    let's release the butterflies
    so they may fly
    and be united with
    their lovers
    honey i am here
    waiting to fly away
    with you

`like a bird

`far & away


`till im home

    my own place, my sanctuary
    walk-in closet // a slim body
    silky hair // pain-free joints
    scar-less // soft toys
    never ending dust-free world
    universal medical care
    environmental-friendly car
    Hogwarts's Room of Requirement
    a dream
    beauty // brawn // brain