if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Thursday, April 06, 2017

At the brink...

Suddenly feel so sad and depressed. Last night talked about divorce and how we would work it with Harris. How we no longer have a spark with each other.

We're literally living like housemates. No touching no nothing.

I didn't feel it last night, but I feel so like a loser and failure right now. And I'm upset with everyone. Upset with all the work problems. Upset with how the team is doing their work. Upset with how they cannot manage it themselves. 

I want to go home and sleep.  Maybe i should take that leave tomorrow. 

fate was flirting ... at 1:42 PM
& tumbled down on 0 identities

` waiting to fly


    let's release the butterflies
    so they may fly
    and be united with
    their lovers
    honey i am here
    waiting to fly away
    with you

`like a bird

`far & away


`till im home

    my own place, my sanctuary
    walk-in closet // a slim body
    silky hair // pain-free joints
    scar-less // soft toys
    never ending dust-free world
    universal medical care
    environmental-friendly car
    Hogwarts's Room of Requirement
    a dream
    beauty // brawn // brain